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I had a couple days of depression but I think it's mainly coming back to no family in town. It is a bit lonely and it's been quite a while since I've been this alone. I at least had church or closer friends than I have now. I seem now to be between friends, friends to socialize with at least, not just work with, and at a bit of a loss as to what I'm going to do next.
Oh, the basics are there, I still have to work and stay working where I am for at least a few more years and I need to pay off bills. I could pay off my credit cards much faster if I quit traveling but that's no fun. I'd rather work till I'm 70 or 75, and probably will, rather than not travel.
I do want to move to another apartment but that's rather up in the air right now. It's just that the area I would like to move to is way northeast which would make a longer commute to work and be less convenient for getting to events in the evening, not that I get to all that many events in the evening, but at least I like the option to be there.
If I do move I'll probably need a bed. I may even spring for a one bedroom since not only will I then have a private balcony with storage, maybe, but I can have guests over much easier. Not to mention a place to throw junk when I need a quick clean. Yes, indeed!
I just need to take it easy and adjust to new things. I just want everything adjusted RIGHT NOW! I think I'll plan a trip. That always cheers me up.